Through my tears, I cried out, “Lord, I don’t understand!”
As the recovery effort in Texas continues, my heart aches for people and children I have never known. Questions fill my every thought as I seek to calm my mind with answers that will never come.
As much as we like to believe in the power and control of humanity, we have yet to predict or control nature. And, as much as we like to assign blame in times of tragedy, we will examine warning systems and seek to improve future processes.
Perhaps we will even blame God. Where was He? Is He listening?
After my tears subsided, I realized I will never understand earthly tragedy this side of heaven. But I know that God’s love and presence are constant. God listens, and He is present in the first responders who rushed into harm’s way to save lives. He is in the care workers who bring food and comfort to those numbed by a life-altering experience. He is in millions of people who will donate their resources to the recovery effort.
I continue to pray, to connect to God, knowing prayer doesn’t change God, but it changes me. He speaks peace to my soul, gives calm to my restless mind, and comforts me with His promises for the future, whether here on earth or with Him in Heaven. I will pray for those in chaos, for those who willingly step in to help, and to know what part I can play in the healing process.
If, like me, you are fighting feelings of confusion regarding tragedy and faith, find encouragement by calling the Billy Graham organization at 877-247-2426 (available 24/7).
“He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When they are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us.” ~ 2 Corinthians 1:4
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.” ~ Proverbs 3:5-6
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